Will

Will

Cleveland, GA

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I met Will after he had just arrived at a peer respite center run by the Georgia Mental Health Consumer Network.

Will: I lost my son in 2010 in a car accident. I had a nervous breakdown. I had been in AA at that point for 15 years, sober. Before I lost my son I  had never thought about my mental health condition . I was just a contractor, going at it hard in sobriety. I kept busy. Well, when he died I found I couldn't really address it all in AA.

I had heard old timers say, "there may come a point in your life that you need to address some things with outside help." When my son died that somehow came back. I knew I needed outside help. 

I've lost a lot of other people including my own mother in a house fire when I was young. I lost friends to the disease of alcoholism. I was a hospice caregiver for 14 years, so I lost a lot of people. You do as much work as you can to get better, but when another trauma hits and you haven't gotten better from the last one... I had no clue until my son died, that I was still accumulating a lot of stuff, man, and it was mounting up. 

So that's kinda how it went. From that point I was numb, shut down, hated everybody for no good reason.  I was just mad and rejecting of everything. God too. 

So it was tough for those first three years after his death. I went to counseling and groups and doctors and everything. They diagnosed me with bipolar mixed, PTSD, and dysthymia.

Peer respites are voluntary, short-term, overnight programs. They provide community-based, trauma-informed, and person-centered crisis support and prevention 24 hours per day in a homelike environment. Peer respites are staffed and operated by people with lived experience of the mental health system.
— http://www.peerrespite.net/

BW: So, what is it like for you today?

Will: Oh today is just like every day. I try to be part of recovery both mental health and AA.

I'm a little tired, Brent. I go a lot and I do a lot. I have three friends that are in the hospital right now in Athens. Two of them are AA guys and one of them is a street guy that I was working with.

So, what brings me here is that I needed a timeout, a respite. I knew of this place because I worked for Georgia Mental Health Consumer Network in 2010 and 2011. I've got to take care of me if I'm gonna have anything to give to anybody.

Carly

Carly

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