New Orleans, LA - 2019-04-11
Amor Fati - Love of Fate
Ash: I was in rehab for 90 days for heroin and I lived there for about two years in sober living. One day my therapist and I were talking about rape. I was molested when I was twelve and that day when I told her about it, I also told her about the man's son who was younger than me. We used to do things when I was 12 and he was only six. I had done to him what had been done with me.
I felt super suicidal the day that I told her and I felt like I needed to cut my body open in some way. So I decided to get Love of Fate [tattooed on my knuckles] and just let it go and accept that that's just what the past was and I've moved forward from that. It was an intense day. A lot of crying. I've been sober almost three years now.